Tuesday, November 30, 2004

The Beginning

The Beginning

We started off as strangers
Slowly we became friends.
You started to like me
But I just couldn’t sense.
Then you tried to forget me
And went with someone else.
I did not know why
But my spirits fell.
Maybe I didn’t realize
How I really felt about you,
Until one day you called
And it suddenly came through.
What started off as friendship
Has developed into something more.
Something I’ve never felt
And it opened my heart’s door.

*Jo*

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Do You Know?

Do You Know?
The Pains of being in Love, but not being Loved in Return...

When I was at the teahouse at Chinatown the other night,
I could only think of sharing that place with you.
When I went to eat my favourite dumplings at Chinatown,
I could only think of sharing them with you.
When I was at NYDC with Joann, I found myself wondering
How it would be like to savour that short time with you.

When I set my watch, I always think
About what time it will be over there,
&what will you be doing.
Will you be having lunch?
Will you be at a mock exercise?
Will you be cleaning your things?
Or will you be sleeping?

Whenever I stay up late &go online,
I will wait patiently for you.
&I'll wonder, if you have had your dinner?
&Did you enjoy it?
During that short time, I wish
Time would stand still &you don't have to go,
Even if we were just talking about nothing at all.

Whenever I hear from you, I'd feel
Warmth &happiness, knowing that you are ok.
&When you are miserable, complete with complains,
I just wish that you won't have to feel all these pain.
When you feel helpless &confused, I feel
The same too, &even desperate, miserable
That I can't make you smile.

Do you know?

I keep hoping that you will find your angel of peace -
Doesn't matter if it isn't me.
I just want you to be happy.

Do you know?

&I'd fallen for you...

[J]